NOT a good week/month!

It seems like it all came to a head today. The last month and a half has been hard trying to figure out Kameron's bowel management. It just seems like nothing works, and his nurse is super sweet, but the doctor is a jerk. Well, after a horrible enema, I called the doctor and emailed him to find out what I should do for tonight's enema. First, his nurse called me and told me he said he wouldn't be able to talk to me until the end of the week and to just go back to the previous enema or do nothing. Then, later tonight, I got an email from him. He misconstrued a question that I asked to mean that I wanted to stop bowel management and was basically writing Kameron off and telling us to have a nice life. It was like he didn't know what to do for Kameron's bowel management and now he had (or should I say concocted) an excuse to give up on it and pin it all on me. Anyways, so that leaves Kameron without a doctor and in a mess. I don't know what enema to give, or even if the nurse will or can work with us anymore. Maybe that's our answer to whether or not we should go to Cincinnati. I don't want to go, and I can't afford it, but it seems I have no other choice.
I emailed the doctor and told him off, so I'm pretty sure I burned that bridge. Then I emailed the nurse and let her know what happend and that I was not impressed with the doctor, so I could have burned that one as well, and that makes me sad because she is awesome and really cares about Kameron.
Tomorrow will definetly be interesting to see what both of them have to say to my emails and whether or not we even have a doctor anymore.